Just Because

Today I'm in a funny mood. I don't feel real good so that may be why. I am so ready to go home and sleep it's not even funny. Gotta take Stacy to Texas tomorrow and I think that may be why I am so funny feeling today. I haven't had a chance to blog about my Big Brother obsession. My friend Molly introduced this to me about 3 years ago and let me tell you, I WANT TO BE ON THE SHOW! I subscribe to the life feeds, watch Big Brother After Dark on Showtime, and check all the websites to get the latest on what has changed. This game, to me, is what I've been through my whole life. I've been around people that say they care or have my back but turn around and stab me when I'm not looking. Of course I've had my great friendship moments where I haven't been such a great friend. I think friendships go through levels just like relationships. Mine seem to end after the first fight. I guess I'm scared to lick my wounds and get over it. Most of the fights I've had with friends I don't even remember what they were about!? Well, that was a lot of stuff about major topics that need their own blog! Told you I was in a funny mood today....have a great Friday!